Yes I'm bisexual. Sexuality is a big part of who I am. At times I thought, hey maybe I'm just confused? That was also influenced by hearing what people say and write about bi's. Oh well. Nothing I can help, but just continue loving who I am and what I prefer to do with MY life.
My first love was female and I'm glad it was. I don't regret it, coz she probably taught me more about love than the next male would have. I miss her a lot and we remain pretty good friends I guess. After her I turned out hasty towards a lot of my friends, and for that I'm sorry. I was so stupid for doing the things I did! When you spend such an unbelievable, long time with someone, you tend to compare the next relationships to it. The relationships I had afterward were so fucked over that I ruined what could have potentially been really worth while. I admit I wasted time on stupid thoughts thinking I could turn these people into my first love but I was so young then and I think I'm better than that now. I know I am.
I hate the feeling that the Love Rollercoaster dumps on me. When I'm at the dip, I feel like just succumbing to music and making songs out of past experiences. Stupid I know, but what else could I do? That iss how I strengthen my mind. Usually my pain ebbs away like that.
PS - I'm not going to try anymore, just take things as it is.
I hate the feeling that the Love Rollercoaster dumps on me. When I'm at the dip, I feel like just succumbing to music and making songs out of past experiences. Stupid I know, but what else could I do? That iss how I strengthen my mind. Usually my pain ebbs away like that.
PS - I'm not going to try anymore, just take things as it is.
