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Sunday, November 07, 2004
Fuck

FUCK

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Saturday, May 15, 2004
Artline pens smell nice

Don't you think?

Today I'm watching TROY with Ben, Evan, Mark, Zekey and Lyn. OH the boys are going to make fun of us girls getting wet over Brad Pitt!! Hahaha. Brad Pitt's the MAN.. and Mark wonders why we don't like Eric Bana!!! YUCK

You would NEVER think it, but guess who Lyn and I reckon is HOT as well? ...... .. ..... .... .. .  ...    ........... .......... ...... .   . ....... ... ........ ............ . . . . ... . . .   . . . . . . . . . .. ............... ........... wait for it. . . . . .. . . . . . . .             .       .............     ...  .. .   ...................   . .......... .
JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE!

OH MY GOSH THAT GUY IS FINE. We might even get tickets for free (thanks to Mark). And even though we'll be distressed by the music...we're gonna be extremely cool with what we see ey ;) 
When it's over we're gonna sneak back stage and rape the poor bastard!

Anyway enough about himm I got a TAT again nananananaaaaaa (to jen). Me and Lily got one together. She had this buddha symbol done across one ankle and I got a phoenix sun on my lower back. Are we cool or are we COOL!? Despite the pain it's all worth it haha!

TBE (The Butterfly Effect - in case you're stupid lol) was a fucking awesome show..... fuck!!! I love love those boys! I wanna go to every one of their shows now...seriously. Plus their gigs are CHEAP. Which is good cos I have no job again. Argh...

THE WHO... HERE I COME.

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Saturday, March 27, 2004
ANOTHER SECOND OF INSANITY!

CHANNEL V AND KERRANG ! MAGAZINE PRESENTS.....
 
THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT - "Beautiful Mine" Tour 2004
 
TICKETS ARE ON SALE NOW AND SELLING FAST .... DON'T MISS OUT !
 
 
THURS MAR 25 - UNI OF WOLLONGONG, WOLLONGONG, NSW
Tickets $8 Student + $12 General Public, from venue and enquiries counter.
 
FRI MAR 26 - WYONG OASIS YTH CENTRE, WYONG, NSW (ALL AGES)
Tickets $15+BF pre-sold from Oasis Youth Centre Wyong + Slam Factory Tuggerah + Warpt, The Entrance + Parkside, Gosford + Marcon Music, Erina + Leading Edge, Chamhaven
 
SAT MAR 27 - "SHORESHOCKED", NTH SYDNEY OVAL, ST. LEONARDS, NSW (ALL AGES)
FREE ENTRY
 
THU APRIL 1 - USQ TOOWOOMBA UNI, TOOWOOMBA, QLD
Tickets $15 on the night
 
FRI APRIL 2 - PARKWOOD TAVERN, GOLD COAST, QLD
Tickets $10 on the night
 
SAT APRIL 3 - THE ARENA, BRISBANE, QLD
Tickets $15+BF pre-sold from The Arena + Skinnys + Rocking Horse. $20 on the night
 
WED APRIL 7 - JAMES COOK UNI, TOWNSVILLE, QLD
Tickets $15 on the night
 
THUR APRIL 8 - MAIN ST. NIGHTCLUB, MACKAY, QLD (7-10PM)
Tickets $15 on the night
 
SAT APRIL 10 - BROTHERS LEAGUES CLUB, CAIRNS, QLD (Licensed all ages)
Tickets $16.50 from Venue 07 4053 1053,
www.brotherscairns.com.au
 
WED APRIL 14 - THE GREAT NORTHERN, BYRON BAY, NSW,
Tickets $12 on the night
 
THU APRIL 15 - THE PLANTATION, COFFS HARBOUR, NSW,
Tickets $12+BF pre-sold from The Venue 02 6652 3855 + Park Beach Music 02 6652 3725 + Coff Music 02 6652 1641 or $15 on the night
 
FRI APRIL 16 - THE GAELIC CLUB, SYDNEY, NSW
Tickets $15+BF pre-sold from
www.moshtix.com + www.thegaelicclub.com + www.ticketek.com + Red Eye Records 02 9299 4233 or $20 on the night.
 
SAT APRIL 17 - ANU BAR, CANBERRA, ACT
Tickets $12+BF pre-sold from
www.ticketek.com + Landspeed 02 6248 9220 + Impact Records 02 6247 4800 or $15 on the night.
 
THU APRIL 22 - SODONS, ALBURY, NSW
Tickets $12+BF Pre-sold from the Venue 02 6021 2400 + Mid State Records 02 6021 4471 + The Music Shop, Lavington S/C 02 6025 1712 or $15 on the night.
 
FRI APRIL 23 - HI-FI BAR, MELBOURNE, VIC
Tickets $15+BF pre-sold from Gaslight 03 9650 9009 + Missing Link 03 9670 8208 + Hi Fi Bar 03 9654 7617 + Ticketek 132 849 or $20 on the night.
 
SAT APRIL 24 - ADELAIDE UNI, ADELAIDE, SA (LICENSED ALL AGES)
SUN APRIL 25 - ADELAIDE UNI, ADELAIDE, SA (LICENSED ALL AGES)
Tickets $15+BF pre-sold from Venue Tix (08 8225 8888 or email
www.venuetix.com.au) & CIB (08 8232 1484) or $20 on the night.
 
THUR MAY 13 - WA (TBA)
FRI MAY 14 - WA (TBA)
SAT MAY 15 - WA (TBA)


WOO FUCKING HOO... SPREAD THE WORD YOU ANIMALS!

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Friday, March 12, 2004
Adore Me!

NEW JOB - NEW GIRLFRIEND - NEW HOME - NEW LIFE

Seraph Child was here!

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Monday, December 15, 2003
Today

Today is the greatest
Day I've never known
Can't live for tomorrow,
Tomorrow's much too long
I'll burn my eyes out
Before I get out

I wanted more
Than life could ever grant me
Bored by the chore
Of saving face


Today is the greatest
Day I've ever known
Can't wait for tomorrow
I might not have that long
I'll tear my heart out
Before I get out

Pink ribbon scars
That never forget
I tried so hard
To cleanse these regrets
My angel wings
Were bruised and restrained
My belly stings


Today is
Today is
Today is
The greatest day...

I want to turn you on
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you

Today is the greatest
Today is the greatest day
Today is the greatest day
That I have ever really known


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Wednesday, December 10, 2003
Thank you

I wanna repay her. She's one of the best people to have been created from sexual desires...



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Thursday, December 04, 2003
So stupid, but you asked for it

Why do too few girls get to be so beautiful, on the inside and out? I wish I was like that. To be like that is to hit the fucking jackpot! Honestly, I love girls. I love the different looks, there are just so many. Girls can pull so many looks off. Don't get me wrong, I love guys too. There is just something about girls that draws me. Their figures? Nature? Got to admit, they're more eye candy for me than the majority of guys I've seen.

Yes I'm bisexual. Sexuality is a big part of who I am. At times I thought, hey maybe I'm just confused? That was also influenced by hearing what people say and write about bi's. Oh well. Nothing I can help, but just continue loving who I am and what I prefer to do with MY life.

My first love was female and I'm glad it was. I don't regret it, coz she probably taught me more about love than the next male would have. I miss her a lot and we remain pretty good friends I guess. After her I turned out hasty towards a lot of my friends, and for that I'm sorry. I was so stupid for doing the things I did! When you spend such an unbelievable, long time with someone, you tend to compare the next relationships to it. The relationships I had afterward were so fucked over that I ruined what could have potentially been really worth while. I admit I wasted time on stupid thoughts thinking I could turn these people into my first love but I was so young then and I think I'm better than that now. I know I am.

I hate the feeling that the Love Rollercoaster dumps on me. When I'm at the dip, I feel like just succumbing to music and making songs out of past experiences. Stupid I know, but what else could I do? That iss how I strengthen my mind. Usually my pain ebbs away like that.

PS - I'm not going to try anymore, just take things as it is.

Posted at 05:29 pm by Sheila
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Bullet With Butterfly Wings

The world is a vampire, sent to drain
Secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames
And what do I get, for my pain
Betrayed desires, and a piece of the game
Even though I know-I suppose I'll show
All my cool and cold-like old job
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Now I'm naked, nothing but an animal
But can you fake it, for just one more show
And what do you want, I want to change
And what have you got
When you feel the same
Even though I know-I suppose I'll show
All my cool and cold-like old job
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Tell me I'm the only one
Tell me there's no other one
Jesus was the only son
Tell me I'm the chosen one
Jesus was the only son for you
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
And I still believe that I cannot be saved


Such fucking beautiful lyrics. If you haven't heard this song before, I recommend you hear it. It's by the Smashing Pumpkins in their old days. They totally rocked back then, and still do, but unfortunately they are broken up now. Billy Corgan and Jimmy Chamberlain from the Smashing Pumpkins have joined forces to create the back bone of Zwan, along with Matt Sweeny, Paz Lenchantin and David Pajo. I think they broke up too hehe.








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Wednesday, December 03, 2003
One Second of Insanity

Who? Sheila ******

When? 14 Aug 84

What?
Female, Leo, 19 years

Why?
I think my purpose in life is to love myself, others and music.

How?
I (think) I am happy with myself. My mind is pretty strong, I like to think I'm confident most of the time! :)

I enjoy listening and composing music. I do this by playing instruments like the piano, and rhythm and bass guitar. I love grunge music and I believe it will never die. The music has touched my heart and will continue to do so! A Perfect Circle, Glassjar, The Who, Rage Against The Machine, Pearl Jam, Lamb, The Ramones, Led Zeppalin, Sunk Loto, Clawfinger, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, The Smashing Pumpkins, Tool, The Cure, The Strokes, silverchair, The Butterfly Effect, Mars Volta, Death Cab For Cutie, Third Eye Blind, Magic Dirt, Rammstein and The Beatles have really influenced me and the way I view life...

And...?
I would like to use this site to promote alternative and grunge music, and blabber on about myself here and there, (which I'm sure you wouldn't be interested in!).

Stay tuned...


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Virgin

That's right, I'm a virgin to blog drive :) Thanks to Rae I am here, thanks babes for helping me out. Look at the beautiful site she's created for me people :D Thank you to Dwayne for helping me out a few HTML basic!!! You's are both legends :D

May The Butterfly Effect be with you all!


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